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Now

This is my "now" page, that I look over every month to keep it accurate.

(Updated: 11.03.25)

What is a "now" page?

Life in general

I am 17 years old. I live with my parents but want nothing else but to have my own place. I have a boyfriend, referred to as J on this site, whom I love and cherish deeply.

Mood: It's been weird. I am feeling closer to the people around me than ever, but on all other fronts I am losing. I'm behind on schoolwork and I'm still having a hard time getting back into everyday routines after sports break. I yearn for spring.

Interests and activities

This website: I have put it into some form of light hiatus, read more about it here.

Russian: Friendship ended with DUOLINGO. Now ANKI is my best friend. (Sort of. I still do Duolingo lessons, because I'm not one to quit streaks, but I enjoy Anki much more.)

Scouting: It feels fun, my brain deosn't prioritise it as high as it should. I have meetings to plan...

Music: Super Besse, досвидошь and End of Electronics still reigns surpreme this month, but I also started listening to more old summer playlists to brighten my mood.